alright... well this may be my last entry... i mean i like reading other peoples entrys nstuff... but i just never liked xanga... im goina stick with melodramatic.com and myspace.com... but i thought id warn ya all... i dunno... anyhoo heres a few quizes to say solong to xanaga.

With marilyn manson titles:

Are you female or male:: wormboy
Describe yourself:: dried up, tied up and dead to the world
How do some people feel about you:: user friendly
How do you feel about yourself::better of two evils
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: slutgarden (hehe no she wasnt just had to use that title)
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend::angel with the scabbed wing 
Describe where you want to be:: in the shadow of the valley of death
Describe what you want to be::antichrist superstar
Describe how you live:: i dont like the drugs (but the drugs like me)
Describe how you love:: i put a spell on you

Share a few words of wisdom:: sweet dream (are made of these)

alot about love

1) How many times can you honestly say you’ve been in love?:: 2...maybe 3

2) How many serious boyfriends/Girlfriends have you had?:: serious.. well...2.. but really 3 except we never dated. 
3) When was your first date & who was it with?:: wow.. i was like 10 or something.. brody was her name.. we never actualy broke up... she just moved never tolled anyone and i never heard from her again =S kinda sad.. she was really nice. 
4) Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?:: i dunno... not really... cuz theres so many amazing people in this world. 
5) When do you think that you’ll get married?::well i sorta did get married.. by the wizzard of oz to my dear wife god.... but next time i think ill be 25-30
6) Do you think that you should become friends with someone before dating them?:: love is random... you could discover your in love with your bestfriend.. or with someone you meet at a concert and relize that its not just a one night stand and its something real... love does take time tho.. i mean it takes a while to know your really in love.
7) Do you believe that opposites attract?:: ummm sometimes... in my case not as much... i fall for the crazzy girls =P they drive me insain... in a good way 
8) What traits do you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: the abbility to show there mind, stand out, be who they want and not act the way others want them to... sweet... kind... open minded.. you know. 
9) What is your dream date?:: with someone crazy... no plans just run out and see what happends....
10) Have you ever had your heart broken?:: yes 
11) Where do you want your wedding to take place?:: i dunno.. in the rain =P that would be sorta cool... except the cake would taest like shit =(
12) What kind of music do you want to have played at your wedding?:: umm system of a down.. marilyn manson... nirvana.. you know typecal wedding stuff hehehe
13) Where do you want to go for your Honeymoon?:: i dunno somewhere private... i like haiwai except its not private atall anymore.. it doesnt matter as long as it looks nice and we are alone.
14) What do you think about long-distance relationships?:: it matters... for me... no.. i cant im weak in that area... when im in love i need to be able to hold that person know shes with me and we are together... i get deppressed in long distance relationships. 
15) Your thoughts on online relationships?:: well... hmm that really maters... if you met the person ok... but you know.. its risky.... that blonde 20 year old woman with big breast you are speaking to could end up to be a 48 year old hairy man 250 pounds with a tub of vasaline =S 
16) Would you rather date someone five years older or five years younger than you?:: older.. hmm sorta strange to date a 12 year old...
17) When did you have your first kiss?:: well kindergarden.. you see i was the "kissy boy" 
18) Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?:: oh god yes 
19) Are you a hopeless romantic?:: sometimes
20) Are the romantic type?:: in a strange strange way
21) Do you believe the statement, “Once a cheater always a cheater?”: hmmmm somepeople i know id have to say its true.. iv never cheated tho.. so i dunno... id have to say no
22) Do you read romance novels?:: i dont read hehe ohwell 
23) Do most of your stories & poems you write revolve around love?:: ye almost all of em 
24) Have you ever fallen for a pen pal?:: nope
25) Have you ever been in a love triangle?:: ya.. well sorta.. i mean i like someone.. but i wouldnt have ever dumped one for the other or cheated on one of them 
26) Must love be felt to be truly understood?:: ya i guess... but sometimes your in love and you never even know it... till its over.... but you can never trully understand it.
27) Are you a shy lover or a vibrant lover?:: well.... it matters... what kind of personalety the other has.. i dunno.. if there judgmental im shy as hell..
28) Do you believe that marriage is something sacred?:: yes i do.... but who does anymore
29) Are you for or against couples living together without getting married?:: for.. way way waaaay for.... it lets you know if it will work in a way.. and it may help the relationship.
31) Ever been stood up on a date?:: nope... welll... maybe.. dunno 
32) Have you ever loved someone it hurt & you cried?:: yep
33) Are you/Have you ever been married?:: yep... at camp
34) Did you go to prom, if so, with who?:: last prom i was.. well... rejected =(
35) Do you/Did you enjoy school dances?:: sometimes... other times no.. i dunno sometimes i sink into this shitty deppresion at dances but other times i go crazzy and love it 
36) How many kids do you want to have?:: 2.. if i have a son his name will be... "luigi lui l'argent" come on i love it.. i want that name.. hehe well i like it
37) Is there someone who you really like at the moment?:: well ya.. its a dream relationship... but i love her anyway.
38) Have you ever been secretly in love?:: yes
39) Have you ever sent someone something on Valentines Day?:: yeah.. i get really lame on valintines tho.. i try to do something sweet but somehow it seems to go wrong 
40) Have you ever had a secret admirer?:: ya i guess so.. sorta sweet yet sad... i dunno i sorta wish i had known

41) Have you ever been a secret admirer?:: yes... it really sucks 
42) Do you read Shoujo manga?:: ...... i have no clue what that is?!?!
43) Do you usually fall for a wrong guy/girl or the right guy/girl?:: sometimes.... usualy not tho.
44) Are you a lover or a fighter?:: lover
45) What do you think about interracial couples?:: that question makes me sad.. ofcourse i do.. why wouldnt i?... thats sick how people think its wrong just cuz the color of there skin is different.. sorry.. i just hate that kind of question...grrrr... racist people suck
46) Do you believe in divorce?:: not really.. well it matters... i think people should know what there getting into... if the relationship is damaging to eather person then yes i support
47) Are you parents still together or are they divorced?:: there together... sometimes i think they might be better of seperate
48) What is your favorite color on the opposite sex?:: black?? red?? i dunno.. i really dont ind.. whatever she finds cummfy 
49) What are your views on gay marriages?:: im totaly for it!!!!! hats all im going to say (resist temptation to lecture)
50) Do you think its okay for best friends to become couples?:: yes
51) Have you ever broken someones heart?:: ya.... i hert people even tho its the thing i try to prevent myself from doing the most... i hate it 
52) Have you ever given or given a rose?::: well ya.... lots.. givven that is.. iv recieved one or two 
53) Do you have an ideal mate?:: ...mate?.... i think i know whate you mean if so yes..
54) Have you ever been to a dating site?:: oh god... yes i have.... i used to go to them when i was deppressed... it helped meeting new people..untill someone played a mean joke on me on one a long time ago =(  
55) If so, what did you do there?:: look for nice people to talk to
56) What do think of E-harmoney, match.com etc?:: i think its great.. you know sometimes theres people who can just never find the right person.... its not a sin to ask for a hand
57) Have you ever met someone you met online & fallen in love with them?:: ummmmnot really that i know of?
58) Have you ever been engaged?:: well when me and god got married at camp.. we just jumped into it.. never got engaged. 
59) Has someone ever proposed marriage to you?:: ya as jokes of course
60) Are you the one who makes the move or do you wait for them to make the move?:: weelllllll.. you see im a total wimp i get up to the point where its jsut right to happen... then i freez... usualy she will then make the move.. or it turns out to be a strange situation
61) Do you flirt or are you not a flirter?:: i guess im a reall flirt i dont try to be i just try to be nice
62) How do you act around the guy/girl you like?:: matthers.... usualy i try to act normal but hint once and a while... see her reaction...
63) Have you ever seen the movie The Notebook?:: nope
64) What is your all time favorite romance movie?:: nightmare before christmas counts... if not big fish has to...(hehehe there both tim burton movies) 
65) Do you read Romance novels?:: i already answered this question..noope
66) Favorite Video Game Romance?:: hmmmm i dont got one 
67) Would you get remarried more than twice?:: i dunno.. i cant say.. it matters
68) Imagine your 79 & your spouse just died, would you remarry after they died & you were married for 60 years?:: i dont really want to live past the age of 80 so no
69) Is remarriage betryal?:: no i dont think so... people get lonely.. we need someone to love..
70) What do you think of pre-arranged marriages?:: bull shit... i dunno... i mean... it just makes no sensce to me 
71) Do you know anyone who has had their marriage annulled?:: nope
72) Does romance make you gag?:: not at all...
73) At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?:: hehe my whole life...literaly.. i asked a girl to marry me my first year of kindegarden 
74) What song do you want played as you walk down the aisle?:: chop suey..hehe. i dunno.. my favorite love song is "unintended" by muse... but thats a sad song
75) Does Love conquer all?:: ya.. id say. 
76) Are most High School kids in infacuation or love?:: some are really in love, but for some its just infatuation
77) Who was your first love?:: ad
78) What’s the longest you’ve ever liked someone?:: liked someone....wow... years.. ever since i met her i had liked her then it grew to love... but it never really worked out.... i love her tho...  but its a dream relationship 
79) Do you have any friends who are already married?:: nope not realy 
80) Would you give up everything for love?:: real love....... ya i would.. you can earn everything back.. but real love is not something you can by...( i dont want to sound lame or cheezy but it is what i believe)
81) Love songs, yeah or naw?:: it matters..... if it brings out all of it the bad and good.. and not punk love songs there not real good atall
82) Will you’re life be incomplete without love?:: yes.

good bye xanga... i might be back... but i dont know